It took 5months to get over my ex, but I’m not fully over, but luckily I’m moving on slowly and I can see him and not have a breakdown. I do wish I had a boyfriend, but I always have to realize that true love happens totally unexpediadely, you can’t predict when you’re going to fall in love. Those words come into my mind everyday and that’s what gets me through the day. And I can’t wait till a man comes into my life that will be better than all the others that came into my life, I’m here an waiting an trust me I’m worth falling in love with.
Im tired of always being sad, depressed, insecure, lonely, fat, ugly, unwanted, unloved, unhappy, sick of living, crying, being mad, lying to everyone, putting on a fake smile, lied to, neglected, left in the gutter, treated like dirt, kicked around, stabbed in the back, invisible, quiet, mad, betrayed, messed with, not taken seriously, pissed off at the world, putting my anger out on people that actually care, but i can’t tell, tired of life, sick of this town. Someone help me escape.
